Acceptance?

I slept last night! I feel so much better I want to write this to remind myself when it is going wrong again. I took a melatonin given to us by one of N's customers and I don't even remember falling asleep. Today I feel like I can deal with anything thanks to that sleep. It has been lack of sleep over the years impacting on my life that has made the hurt bigger, more angry, harder to cope with. So in a much happier mood I have changed the background colour of the blog - from black to blue - to reflect my new found ability to cope with all this.